Such a nice scenery {Totsuka Tatara x Reader}

Everything is black, black and white.
That’s the only colors I feel like watching after he left…

After he left from life…

I still remember that night, that night he told me he loved me, the night that I told him I loved him as well…


My life felt empty before meeting him!
When he came to my life I felt like everything went brighter, happier, and prettier!

He sat one day next to me, randomly, on a bench down town. I looked at him thinking that he didn’t realize that someone was sitting next to him when I heard him saying:
“Hello there!”

I turned to look at him again, since I had already turned my eyes direction on the ground
“My name is Totsuka Tatara, you are?”


I blushed. Did he really notice me?!I couldn’t words to speak for a moment! Maybe because he was cute (REALLY cute)? Maybe because I had years to speak with someone like him? Or maybe he was holding a camera right in front of my face?

“Emm, [N-Name]…[Full Name]…”
“It’s nice to meet you [Name]-chan! Did you know that you are photogenic?”
“Photogenic?!”
“Yeah, it means that you look good in camera!” he said with a warm smile, causing me to smile back. And not a fake smile, no it was a real deal!


He was the escape from my depression! Since that day, he was always together!
He never left my side, nor did I leave his!
After months of being friends, Totsuka asked to go meet him at the beach alone…
I couldn’t think what he would want to do there, maybe film or take photos of the sea.

WAIT!
Did he say ‘alone’? Why would he want us to be alone if he wanted just to take pictures of the sunset at the beach?


Could he..?
NO!
We were friends! He could possibly love me back…


When I got where we would meet, I found him sitting on a bench right next to where the waves were ending!
“[Name]-chan! Come sit!” he said looking at me and offered me to sit next to him with his hand patting the empty space.
“T-Totsuka-san, do you mind telling me why we are here?” I said with a shy tone on my voice.
“To enjoy the sunset! It’s such a nice scenery!” he took out of a bag he had with him his camera and continued:
“We’re also here to celebrate!”
“Celebrate?! Celebrate what?”
“It’s been three months since we met! At a bench like this! Only this time the landscape is more romantic now, don’t you think?”
“Y-Yeah…It’s perfect!”

I looked down to hide my blush but turned to his direction when I heard that he had the video of when we met playing.
“T-Totsuka-s-san…” I spelt with difficulty, being shocked that he was recording our first meeting!
“This was the best day of my life, [Name]-chan! It was the day I found the most beautiful thing I would ever want to photograph over and over, nonstop!”
He leaned closer to me living the camera down, still playing the video, and he whispered to my ear.
.
.
.
“It was you, [Name]-chan…”

I felt like my heart stopped when he said that, or that it started beating ten times faster than before!
I blushed a tomato red and felt my hand being held by his and right after that, his lips softly touching mine…
I kissed him back automatically! My eyes halfway closed, halfway opened.
When he broke the kiss, as softly as he started it, he whispered, not taking his head too far from mine.
“I love you, [Name]-chan…”
“I love you too, Totsuka…”
He kissed me again, more passionately this time, and took a photo of us with his camera.


That camera… The only thing I have from him…
He left me for once, this night, so I could sleep peacefully so he would go take pictures of the city at night and the result was him getting killed…

If only I knew it! If only I was there with him!
Maybe I would die as well! Or maybe I would pushed him aside and get shot in his place! But I would stilbe with him!


Now it’s only me, the camera and all our memories…The memories he wanted to keep like a treasure so our children would see how their parents were when they were younger…



But the only one watching them is me and my tears…